Almighty y’all… let me bring you all up to speed on what is happening in my life.
I have been consumed and distracted, a little lost if you will. This past relationship did a number on my focus. I am already one of those people who seems to have a new and wonderful idea every week, add in the confusing of emotions and I am just a whirlwind of feelings. I stopped praying, I tried to grab at whatever straws I could get my hands on, I eat whatever I wanted, I stopped working out… I mean I have been just all over the place. They say hind sight is 20/20… well, looking back over the past 2 years… let’s just say I am so grateful for all the people praying for me, because only God could have sheltered me from all the tomfoolery in my life.
I wonder if I am the only one who just gets lost sometimes….
Well in my wandering, I have stumbled upon a truth… EVERYTHING IS FLUID… these are the very wise words of my Daddy. It seems to be the only thing that has made sense lately. My current situation, my relationships, my career, my thoughts, they all change over time. I never really understood that until now. I can be such a rigid person sometimes when it comes to what I think things should be, so it has taken me quite a long time to grasp this simple truth, but now more than ever, I’m glad I get it.
All of sudden everything feels like it’s going to be ok. I don’t feel so lost… more like I am forging my own path. My bounce back game is so strong! I am currently dropping pounds, financially stable and on my way to having my own business, and most importantly I finally have peace of mind!
Life is what you decide it should be, and if it’s not the way you want it, you can change that. God has blessed us with free will and we owe it Him and ourselves to follow the beat of our drums. It might look difficult, but remember everything is fluid. Where you are today, won’t be where you are tomorrow.
Thank you Daddy, I love you!